Apparently I've been having bucket loads of fun in the past... damn... it's been a long time, hasn't it?
The past few months have had a lot of peaks and valleys. A few races. Trip to Mexico (work and then pleasure, with a wicked cold and a quintuple bypass for my dad while I was two countries deep from him), and a lot of firsts and a few speed bumps along the relationship road. Still smiling! Still madly in love. Lots and lots of self reflection.
My son is going away for an extended summer break with his dad. I'm fully supportive of this and spearheaded it but now as it comes closer to fruition, I'm questioning the sanity of this decision. I'm going to be alone for almost 6 weeks. This will be a true first for me, and I don't think I like it already. I will have the dog. And I'm sure I'll see Terry a lot. Busy summer schedules and I'm seeing a lot of alone time ahead of me. Lots of running. Thinking. I've missed weeks of vacation for the past few years and I'm not going to do that again this year. Going to make the best of everything.
Clearly not in the right head space to write tonight but I'm breaking the silence streak so I can get back to blogging. I miss it. 😊 Every time I start to write I edit so much that I end up ditching it. But I'm a writer. I write when I feel. I've been feeling so much the past couple of months and really should have been letting it out. It starts again, now.
Shine bright. Love big.
❤️ Cat
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